Tuesday, September 30, 2025

Drenched Yet Grateful

the yard drenched in rain

The sky's dark and the rain's falling.  It is comforting - imagine me in front of my laptop, listening to the raindrops from the window, with the dogs at my feet and the cat nearby on a couch.  

It seemed peaceful.

But no, I am not.  My mind is swirling, my stress level's up.  It has been like this since I received my salary and made a computation of where the funds will go.  I am totally f*cked up, I don't even have spare to cover our food (me and the dogs, and the cats).

Nakakalungkot that I wanna cry.

But I still am grateful - I have a roof over my head, my son's doing well at school, and I have my pets to comfort me whenever.  I am praying that this situation we are in will be over soon.

P.S. Writing this down eased my mind a bit.

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